Strange Loop

by BK Irwin

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1.
Maker 04:19
I’m one of those Who makes things But it’s never been of much use I’m one of those Who makes things A notion I’ve tried to disabuse But it’s refused I’m one of those Who makes things But it’s just the part I hide away I’m one of those Who makes things Just enough to make me strange With some shame But we’re going to be here for awhile So here it is for what it’s worth It’s not my worth it’s just what I make I’m one of those Who makes things It keeps the static in the air I’m one of those Who makes things My whole attempt to be halfway there And not break the stare Don’t break the stare I won’t break the stare It’s not my worth it’s just what I make It’s just what I make I’m one of those who makes things
2.
Strange Loop 04:14
Things just seem to keep happening All made up and then all let out One thing always leads to another There’s something and something Then another There might be a door And it might be ajar And it might just let the whole world in One thing always leads to another There’s something and something Then another You’re doing well you’re doing well You’re doing well you’re doing well Well you take it And you may get something else So you take it And you make it something else But you take it And you may get something else So you take it And you make it something else It’s a strange loop You don’t decide which side it falls on Just practice the act of holding off and holding on One thing always leads to another There’s something and something Then another You’re doing well you’re doing well You’re doing well you’re doing well Well you take it And you may get something else So you take it And you make it something else But you take it And you may get something else So you take it And you make it something else It’s a strange loop
3.
Every Week 03:44
Why do you get all that? You said to yourself To another just like yourself With another day to pick it all apart yourself Just another day to pick it all apart yourself Don’t always have to self correct Or perfect all of that loneliness With another day of selfish self-defense Just another day of selfish self-defense If only Thanksgiving was every week We’d be watching all the floats In the parade We’d be saving ourselves from ourselves We’d be light as a bear Light as a bear
4.
Desire 04:01
I don’t need to tell you what desire does I’m not just talking about a lover We dig one hole so we can fill another I don’t need to tell you what desire does I’m not just talking about an end We break some things So we can watch them bend I don’t need to tell you But this is what we do It’s what we do Like fireflies in a jar With broken hearts that glow
5.
Last Night 03:39
Last night I was headed for the coast I don’t remember which one Never made it out my door Last night there were prisons in my dreams But I was just visiting Some poor souls there Last night up against you in the dark You said you couldn’t find me
6.
Glass 04:51
People always want the heart of their lover What more could you take from another? It seems be a stifling thing As if to ask for their heart in glass But I will make one for you Like a nest or a poem That holds all that is home With all of the good I have I’m not sure about mine Feels like it could break at anytime And when I don’t think it can last I put my heart in glass But I will make one for you Like a nest or a poem That holds all that is home With all of the good I have
7.
Smarm 03:08
We often find ourselves Bogged down in the smarm With all the edges dulled So they don’t leave a mark The precious just made precious They are just trying To keep us from harm Like children made safe With beauty and charm The precious just made precious Up against the wall It’s painted with aphorisms We do not fit the rules
8.
This Skin 05:27
When the cotton fields Took root in the city They swam in the briars We stoked the fires Pointed at the flames in their eyes And even then it was a long time coming They marched for their lives We put the dogs to their wives Hung a noose round the prize There’s a feeling that I don’t belong in this skin When it’s wrapped up in a feeling that we could win Against the Other There’s no Other There’s just struggle And even now it’s all held down in the past And we can’t breathe
9.
Bugs 03:48
The world melted on me And I swallowed it up And now I’m full of these Tiny little bugs They tell me what to do They tell me how to love And they won’t let me end All that I’ve had enough of The world melted on me And it came like a flood And I’m washed away like those Tiny little bugs I click and I sing I burn in the blood And I cannot shed All that I’ve had enough of Exo endo skeleton Stepped on stepping on
10.
Koan 03:52
It’s clear as a koan What have you gone and done? Before you’re gone and done It’s clear as a koan What ripples do you make? What moves you through? What makes you more than just a thought? After thought, after thought What makes it you? Something pressed into a shape It’s clear as a koan
11.
Right Here 05:45
The times I left you far from me I would drift out past the divide And with the fights that were a part of me It must have felt like I’d disappear in the night And you were right But I got by Because it’s good to know That it’s good to know That I’m right here I’m right here The love that you gave to me Was more love than I could ever throw away And with enough of your faith in me I felt enough to not fully slip away And you would wait And I could change Because it’s good to know That it’s good to know That I’m right here I’m right here And you don’t know Where I go No you don’t know Where I go But I’m right here I’m right here

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All proceeds from this album (minus the 15% bandcamp + transaction fees) will be donated to the Equal Justice Initiative. EJI is committed to ending mass incarceration and excessive punishment in the United States, to challenging racial and economic injustice, and to protecting basic human rights for the most vulnerable people in American society.

Learn more about this critical work at eji.org

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released January 7, 2018

All music written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by BK Irwin, except for:
A. Sabin - drums on "Maker" and "This Skin"
F. Souvignet - beat box on "This Skin" - check out his music at cromaticelektric.kartodicromo.com

Marching band sample on "Every Week" by daveincamas (freesound.org/people/daveincamas/sounds/25580/).
Used under the Creative Commons Attribution license.


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Art/post/indie rock for these strange days

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